46:10 x RJB Collab Slow Down Patchwork Tee

i'm tryin to sit in silence

but my mind's already screaming

and it's seven twenty three a.m.

anxiety keeps streaming

one idea to another

there's no sense in ever leaving

this detrimental loop of thoughts

that keep my mind from healing

i read verses

and self help books

i try to close the distance

operating past capacity

but always with persistence

i practice being thankful

and i practice counting blessings

but there's still something that's missing

maybe it's his presence?

and he said

slow down my child

i can tell you're tired

from all this running

all this racing

all thought you've tried erasing from your mind

but it's alright

i'm trying to sit in silence

but i fear i've missed the moment

if i have to pull my gaze back

does that make prayer less potent

i promise that i'm trying

i'm just missing one component

and it's causing me to slowly turn

into my worst opponent

there are sermons

and there's podcasts

that try to solve the issue

i'm tired of stitching up myself

and leaving with scar tissue

i'd really rather sit and have my

wounds properly tend to

but that requires parts of me

i don't like to get into

and he said

slow down my child

i finally sit in silence

and my mind is quiet

i'm done with the hiding

cause you are where the light is